So was i suffering any form of depression? Initially i was pretty sure that i am ok and optimistic about it, but at times i felt otherwise. Not too sure if this is largely due to my heavy weight gain after our wedding. It's like all the stretched skin, bloated-ness, tummy is perfectly ok if you are preggie or you've given birth to a healthy baby eventually, but suffering from the same symptoms and worse still, there's no baby just reminds me of the miscarriage over and over again. recently i've been dreaming of babies, as if i'm not feeling emo & depressed enough over my fat figure now. Gynae says it's best again to try after 2 cycles, but it's also perfectly fine if i happen to conceive again before that. From most of the source online, almost 80% is saying it's perfectly fine to try as soon as you think you are ready and the reason for gynae to encourage trying after your first cycle is for merely for easy dating purpose. much as i am i